Life Update

FD (old guy) and I kind of started hanging out again in early November. We were supposed to meet up from 8 to 10 on November 10th and then I had to meet up with RK, who was here from Paris who FD constantly accuses me of hooking up with. I showed up an hour later, he wasn’t ready and somehow I ended up cancelling on RK after FD threw a hissy fit that if I made plans with him I should stay with him. We went to dinner with this French girl and this other old guy. After dinner the other old guy invited these 2 young guys from London to come to Lavo with us. One of the guys, OP, and I hit it off from the start but he wasn’t being too flirty because he didn’t know my status and I kept it toned down because I didn’t want FD to notice. Before we left Lavo I told OP to facebook friend me but he never did. FD and I went home, he tried to have sex with me but I shut him down. Oh and at dinner FD yelled at me because I wouldn’t eat my food since his hadn’t come out yet and my food was getting cold. Uhm ok dad.

Then I was kind of just being moody and he wasn’t paying attention to me but we went out to dinner again on the 15th. Then we went back to his place and watched TV and got into a fight. He’s like we’re not compatible bla bla. Then he told me were going to put the yellow light on because he didn’t see this ending well and I was reminding him of his crazy ex gf. Then he invites me to his birthday party which was this past Saturday at his townhouse. I went with MVP and this girl SM, who I went to law school with who’s super pretty. We all got super drunk. This artist who had done some paintings that were hanging in the house was there and he made me a little painting which was super cool. All of FD’s friends hit on me. The two young guys from London were also there and OP told me to just facebook friend him. At the end of the party I was looking though FD’s camera and saw that he had gone to the Cure concert with his ex the night before but “they’re just friends” and “he didn’t sleep with her” – yeah and I was born yesterday.

I ended up going home with FD and I did a little birthday after party for him ala pink wig, thigh highs and this ridiculous teddy I ordered on line. In the middle of the night he went downstairs to put water in the humidifier so I decided to go through his phone. He has whats app but he never whats app’s me so I opened the app and saw that his only conversation was with his ex. What’s app has a button on it that allows you to email the entire chat history to someone – so I emailed a years worth of texts to myself. I was waiting for the email to send so I could delete it when he came upstairs. He goes “are you looking through my phone” and I of course said no and he then gives me the perfect excuse and says “is your iphone parked over there too?” and I replied with “yeah I’m trying to put it in the charger but I can’t see anything”. Uhm I’m in law school, why would you hand me the perfect excuse on a silver platter? Then he gets into bed and I’m hugging him so that he can’t grab his phone and he goes “why is your heart beating so loud?” and I go “it’s not, I’m just little so it feels louder” – I know that was a stupid excuse but I had to think quick. Then he started falling asleep so I get up and next to the phone is a glass we fill with water – I grab the glass, grab his iphone and go downstairs , I went into the bathroom and deleted the email I sent. Went back upstairs and put the phone and the glass down. I don’t know if he saw but I think he would have flipped out if he knew so I think I’m good. The next day I read an entire years worth of messages but the weird part is that there’s a gap from when we were seeing each other in September and I know she was messaging him.

OP facebook chatted me yesterday. He’s going to be in Australia at the same time as me and invited me to go sailing on their boat. He also asked me if I went home after the party – of course I did.

I gave the old guy his walking papers yesterday but I don’t think he understood. I texted him when I’m nice you’re not interested when I have an attitude you’re not interested I dress up for you you’re not interested I think I’ve exhausted all my options have a good one and he writes back “silly, Im sorry I live my life the best I can and often find myself overwhelmed” “I appreciate you” …I read it and was like uhm you’re a moron and didn’t reply.

Also the texts show he didn’t tell me the whole story but most of it and both him and his ex are crazy. Also there were pictures and one was her at some lingierie shoot (she’s a lingeire model) and I recognized it becuase it was from the site that I ordered the lingeire I wore for his birthday after party. MVP’s bf was right his ex looks dirty and she’s nuts.

xx

Chloe B.

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