August and Beginning of September

- Above is a photograph of me at Sunset Beach, Hawaii. The shot was candid as I was trying to fix my hair.

Hello loves,

Sorry I haven’t posted in foreverrr but I went to Hawaii and then I came back and ended up in the Hamptons and then school started again so I didn’t really have the time or the energy. Right now I’m supposed to be reading for class but I’ve decided that blogging and updating you all is more important.

As far as Hawaii is concerned it was pretty disappointing. We stayed in Waikiki but thankfully rented a car for most of our stay and just went to the North Shore every day. Waikiki is just too many people and not enough beaches. I was expecting a nice, quiet vacation Punta Cana style instead it ended up being Times Square on a beach. The North Shore is perfect though, it’s so country there’s barely anything there except for beaches and a little strip of stores and restaurants. KH told me that some of the houses up there are given out for rent which would be such a chill and awesome idea to go with a bunch of people. We went to Sunset Beach a lot which was probably my favorite, also went to this place called Secret Beach which is super hidden and deserted hence the name. We didn’t really go out at night a lot because it was just too crowded and the restaurants weren’t that great yet everything was overpriced. All in all the beaches were great but if I ever end up in Hawaii again I’d probably try Maui or Big Island because Oahu wasn’t really my style unless I just stay in North Shore. Also – our hotel had bed bugs!!!! And apparently this was super normal to the hotel staff. Bed bugs originate from Asia and the majority of tourists there were from Asia so I guess that’s why but STILL!!! I flipped out on them and we got the entire hotel stay refunded and they moved us to a different hotel for the rest of our stay, had our clothes dry cleaned, and are now in talks to have some other form of reimbursement. At first they tried to just brush it under the rug but I lawyered them and they got in line.

When I got back from Hawaii I just chilled out for a day or two and then ended up going to the Hamptons with MVP. I went to her apartment and as we were waiting for our ride she goes “Oh by the way don’t get freaked out but the guy who’s picking us up is really old, like 60 years old”. Uhm…. my dad is only 56!!! I love MVP and her daddy issues. So this 60 year old man comes up and picks us up in his Porsche Cayenne and can we discuss how the backseat of that car is uncomfortable – like why does my back hurt sitting in the back of a Porsche and not a goddamn Honda, makes no sense. The house is owned by MVP’s friend LR and he rents out rooms to other guys such as the 60 year old and these other dudes. It’s such a sick house and I mean sick like 9 bedrooms with their own bathroom, huge living room and kitchen, pool, amazing art everywhere even these great sculptures by the pool, a beach volleyball court with actual sand, a tennis court, a basketball court, and random RV’s everywhere. I just want to go and live there with him. Saturday some random people came by and one of them was this guy FD. I didn’t really notice him until we were all playing volleyball, he was older but really cute and funny. After the game everyone jumped in the pool and he came by to talk to MVP and I who got the hint and left me alone with him in the pool for like an hour – I felt like a prune at the end. He had me guess his age I said 35…nope…he’s actually 40!!! Which shouldn’t have been a surprise because all of the guys were 40 and up. After we got out of the pool he didn’t really pay attention to me but we were all supposed to go out to dinner together yet we get there it’s super crowded and we ended up at different tables. He came by our table and talked to everyone and told me I looked good but that was it so I obviously got pissed off because god forbid you don’t pay attention to me. Then the rest of them went clubbing but MVP and I went home. He came by the house the next day too but didn’t really pay attention to me and I didn’t really pay attention to him and he left without asking for my number. Now for most people this would be the end of the story but then there are those of us that can’t leave well enough alone and go looking for trouble. So I facebook friended him.

He accepted my friend request, messaged me his number and told me I was a breath of fresh air from all the air heads in NY. Then he asked me when I got out of class that night and if I was hungry, I answered the first part and ignored the last. He said ouch and I told him to ask me again later on in the week. We were supposed to hang out that Wednesday yet he didn’t text me all day so by 7 pm I decided to be normal but still be like “hello wtf” and sent him a text saying how boring class was. After a few texts and phone calls I was in the city and we were going out to dinner. He had me pick him up which I disliked and then he was all over the place as to where we were going so I said let’s just go to Ilili. He hadn’t been there before and really liked it, he liked it so much that he paid more attention to the food then me. He also didn’t try to hook up at the end of the date, he just gave me a tap kiss and a hug. It was so weird! Then he’s like ok well I’m going to be in LA for the weekend I’ll see you when I get back, we texted and called for the next week but barely. Thursday I got out of the library at 11PM and just asked him where he was because I needed a drink. We ended up at Lavo after he got into a fight with the bouncer who loves to let me in but will never let in anyone I’m with except MVP. FD is friends with the owner and he’s also 40 and has a huge ego, the door guy is douchey and also has a huge ego so it was not a good match. So we go in there Morillo is spinning, we have a drink and I end up dancing all over him. We go to his place and I go to use the bathroom and as I’m sitting on the toilet I spy a thong hanging in the shower…uhm. It turns out the reason why he’s been so weird all this time is because he has ex gf drama – they’ve been on and mostly off for the last 3 years and he had apparently slept with her the day before we hung out and the day we hung out they had had a huge fight and he “left her and ran to me” in his own words. Surprisingly I didn’t flip out over the thong or the fact that he had slept with someone the day before hanging out with me because in all honesty I had sex with TM in a library study room the day before I hung out with him too except I didn’t feel the need to divulge that information. He then told me that he didn’t want this to be a rebound relationship and he didn’t want to rush into anything and asked me what I wanted and I said I didn’t know I just didn’t want to hear about his ex all the time.

Then labor day weekend he went to the Hamptons and I stayed here. One of my Paris boys was visiting so we went to Lavo again that Friday. While there he decided to introduce me to this guy who is basically SD 2.0. I’ve seen pictures of him and thought it was SD, MVP has seen him out and has texted me that SD was in town. It’s literally his doppelganger. After making the introduction my friend goes oh by the way this guys dad is the CEO of (insert super famous fashion label here). I can’t tell you the name because that would reveal his identity but lets just say it’s super big. SD 2.0 instead of asking for my number asks me how I spell my name and tells me we will see if he remembers or not. It’s one of those I’m so French and romantic and if I remember it means I love you type of bullshit. Meanwhile FD is joking about me sleeping with my guy friend who was visiting. SD 2.0 friended me on facebook that night so I guess he does love me hahaha.

I went to FD’s party last Friday night that he threw at his house in the village, I didn’t know he had a house I had only been to his apartment and everyone was so surprised I hadn’t been to the house because you know he and I haven’t only known each other for 2 weeks and gone on 2 dates or anything.  I met one of his friends while I was there and due to my amazing memory I remembered him but thankfully he didn’t remember me. He was some creepy old guy that used to harass my life in 2008 and ask me to go out all the time and offered to take me shopping and make me a model – you know all the creepy things creepy old men do to get young girls. This is the second one of his friends to flirt with me, his friend from the Hamptons also flirted with me, as did the guy who owned the house who FD is friends with and these 2 other guys who are acquaintances. I instead shut all of these guys who would be obsessed with me if I gave them the chance to date the guy who’s not obsessed with me and has ex gf drama. The party was also filled with 6 foot tall models, I’m 5’5 and I have a height complex. One of the models was kind of his ex (I think she was the one he dated for 4 months before his crazy ex showed up and ruined it) and all of his ex’s that I know about are models – this helps build my self esteem NOT. Anyway, he doesn’t really pay attention to me at the party but he did warn me he was hosting so I just gave him a little attitude about it. We went back to his apartment and had sex, it was good it wasn’t the best sex I ever had but TM was reallly good and well built if you know what I mean so I guess I’m spoiled. He then spooned me for the rest of the night and we had morning sex and I kind of just bounced. I felt like I should leave so I did and then I got upset over it but he’s like well you’re the one that got up and left so I don’t know what you want me to tell you.

Saturday night I was supposed to go out with some French guys and I told FD that’s what I was doing, he told me to be careful and don’t drink and drive – ok DAD. I ended up just staying in I was so tired. At 2 am SD 2.0 texts me asking where I am. I text him back the next morning that I’m not the girl you text at 2AM. He said he had just gone out and hadn’t seen me at our friends table and wondered if I was out, it’s not like he was texting me at 5 AM. I said maybe that excuse would work if I was French and he goes if you were French I wouldn’t have to say anything to justify the situation. And ever since that booty call/missed connection we’ve been texting all the time – texting kisses and hearts because we’ve known each other for 10 minutes and we’re French so we’re obviously in love. Meanwhile FD has been dealing with his ex who is now threatening to kill herself and therefore neglecting me. I’ve just been whatever about it, I’ve known him for 3 weeks I don’t think I have enough pull to flip a shit yet and since I’m pretending to be normal and calm that would ruin my disguise. This girl at school told me not to say anything about the ex, start dating SD 2.0 as well, and if one more thing happens with his ex to drop FD and tell him ok well 1st strike was the thong, 2nd strike was her suicide attempt and 3 strikes you’re out so let me know when you’re done with your ex.  I like this plan so I’m going to go with it. I’ll let you know what happens this weekend.

TM and I are officially dunzo, we had sex the second day of school and now we barely see each other or talk because he’s trying to be a goof boyfriend. MVP is now sleeping with the guy who owns the Hamptons house and is friends with FD so I can’t tell MVP any of FD’s ex drama because he doesn’t want her guy to find out about it. Also, school freaking sucks and I’m too busy having a social life to actually get work done.

xx

Chloe B.

Rinse & Repeat

TM and I have developed a routine. We get mad at each other, I do something he considers bitchy or he does something I consider assholish, we stop speaking completely, then I cave and call him, we semi make up but he still acts like a jerk, I deal with it for a while and don’t react, and then he becomes nice again and involves me in his life, and repeat. It’s really the same song and dance. What do they say about the definition of insanity? Repeating the same action expecting a different result? Yeah…

So in the last 24 hours we’ve moved into the him letting me back in phase, can’t wait to see how long it takes for fight 18473960875. AC also made the comment of doesn’t he have a girlfriend? Yes he has a girlfriend that we’re not allowed to acknowledge so I play the role of girlfriend minus the sex and hanging out part which SUCKS.

In other news the other guy JB, who I’m going out for drinks with, texted me to grab a drink last night but I had to write a memo for tonight’s class. We’re getting a drink Thursday night and he never posts things on facebook but he posted a French song on his facebook the other day…hmm I wonder what prompted that maybe my status that I’ve been in Paris every year as of 2007.

Also, my daddy comes back from Albania today!!! Yay!!!

Xx

Chloe B.

Some of them want to be abused…

So I caved and called him….him being TM. He looked really pissed off during class and I figured he was upset about something so I wanted to see if he was ok. MD and I had a conversation about this afterwards and she asked me why I even cared. This is when we realized that she pretends to be really nice but she’s really a bitch and I pretend to be a bitch but I’m really nice. Like I was genuinely concerned and when people that are close to me are sad I get sad…my emotions are very strange.

Anyway so I call him and of course he decides to be a complete jerk the entire time. Basically told me that he was nice to me and I acted like a bitch that time with AM, which was 3 weeks ago and I apologized, and during text messages when he told me he was talking to his ex again. You guys have seen the text messages…I wasn’t a bitch, in fact I think I took it a lot better than most people would. I didn’t flip out, I didn’t call anyone names, and I didn’t stick around to jeopardize his relationship…all I did was recuse myself.

Then he got all pissed off when I asked how his girlfriend was and was all like “I don’t have a girlfriend stop putting words in my mouth…it’s not like I ever see her” bla bla bla. There was a lot of yelling going on at one point he hung up on me but I thought we lost connection so I called him back and it continued. Then he brought up me asking to hang out and decided to continue to accuse me of have ulterior motives and I said something along the lines of what do you think is going to happen I’m just going to get on top of you and he’s like well that’s what you did the first time we hung out. The first time I went to his house we weren’t “friends” and we both knew what was going to happen so the fact that it happened within the first ten minutes instead of the first four hours doesn’t really make a difference. Also, I’m 5’5, he’s 6’3 and a lot bigger than me sooo I don’t think he has anything to worry about when it comes to physical domination. I then made some comment about him looking at me in class, he said he never looks at me in class, and I said that’s bullshit you’re always checking me out to which he responded by telling me that if I didn’t dress like a prostitute maybe everyone would stop staring at my ass. He also decided to go into detail about a skirt I wore last Monday and how it was too short and skin tight and all this other shit. For someone who doesn’t look at me he sure remembered my skirt and this is the same guy that when we were together complained that I didn’t dress up in school and do my makeup and straighten my hair. Now that I wear makeup, straighten my hair, and dress up I’m a prostitute. Go figure.

After all the screaming was done we established ground rules to be “civil”. These rules include no talking about his ex and pretending like she doesn’t exist…uhm ok, normal. Another rule is not talking about when we’ve had sex before, as you’ve seen from the conversations he’s the one that brings stuff like that up, not me. We also can’t hang out because that would be a bad idea. I think there were other ones but I stopped paying attention.

Why do I have verbal battered wife syndrome?

Xx

Chloe B.

Say Something!

I know you guys are probably bored and want to shoot yourselves in the face from all the TM posts lately but I’m neurotic and this is my online version of a diary so get over it. Went to class last night, didn’t really dress slutty…well my boobs looked amazing but my outfit was more of a “walking around Soho, going to art galleries, and a quiet brunch” low key thing. I had to present my case brief and afterwards my professor told me nice job…duh professor…I love getting atta girls from my professors because I need constant approval because I’m an ego maniac.

During our 15 minute break TM was just staying in his seat so I took my time in the bathroom expecting not to see him during break. I walk out of the bathroom and lo and behold there he is walking into the men’s room. I had just fixed my boobs and had on this amazing red bra that he likes and you could see it slightly so he obviously looks at my boobs then looks at me, I look back , no one says anything and I walk away. I go downstairs to fill up my water bottle and on my way up he’s coming out of the bathroom. I decided to just walk in front of him and hold the door open AND HE DIDN’T SAY THANK YOU!!! I wanted to kill him. We’re pretending we’re strangers and you don’t say hello or talk to strangers but you thank them when they hold the door for you! No manners!

Then he had to present his case and after reading his brief I knew he forgot to specify something and would’ve pointed that out to him but we’re not speaking and of course the professor asked him about it and specified it for him. As the professor was talking I turned around and looked at him and AM said as I turned back around he turned bright red. I’m glad she’s enjoying the show.

After class I was walking with another friend and went into detail about how his case presentation sucked and he might’ve heard me because he was a little behind us but I thought he had already left.

Why hasn’t he talked to me yet???? I’m pretty!!!

Xx

Chloe B.

Detaching via booze

This past weekend was okay…I couldn’t will myself to get off my couch and go to Lavo Friday night so I just stayed in and slept. Life of the elderly. Saturday morning I went and got my hair cut and she trimmed my side bangs, love side bangs. When my side bangs get long my hair basically covers my face. I didn’t really feel like going out Saturday night either since the weather was shit but I got a mass text from this promoter I used to party with/hang out with and do normal people stuff with like lay on his couch and watch TV. I took JV along and we went to dinner at the Hurricane Club with him and then Riff Raff afterwards. The Hurricane Club was absolutely beautiful and huge especially compared to all the tiny NYC restaurants around. I have no idea what we ordered but the food was good too which was surprising because when the ambiance is good the food is usually shit. Riff Raff was fun too although it’s a different feel then what I’m used to. I expected some dingy basement bar but instead it was a cute/cozy loungeish type of club. Nothing crazy but not bad either. The DJ kept playing radio hip hop stuff most of the night which was kind of disappointing for me since I’ve gotten used to awesome house music at Lavo these last few weeks. I ended up getting drunk (there was patron involved) and apparently bit my promoter friends cheek although I have no recollection of this.

Then I went outside to say hi to this guy that I know – he’s friend #3 on my character list. I remember hugging him while I was out there and apparently he squeezed my butt and I smacked him and called him a pervert, again no recollection of this. He’s kind of strange this friend…like we talk a lot, mostly about sex and we both make half assed attempt to hang out but nothing really comes out of it. He also makes half assed attempts to hook up with me so I basically called him out on it via text the other day and told him frankly I didn’t think he was willing to put in the effort and he said it wasn’t that, he’s just bad at this stuff –this stuff being dating. Uhm how are you almost 30 years old and bad at dating? Do I have to teach you dating 101? Well, actually I don’t really want to date him I kind of just want to hang out with him and maybe have sex but I’m not 100% sure I’m ready to have sex with anyone right now.

The reason why I don’t think I’m ready is because I have a really hard time detaching from people aka men whom I really like. I’m having fun and going out but if I’m at home I end up thinking about TM and the fact that I see him twice a week isn’t helping. I saw him in class yesterday because someone in the back was talking so I turned around to look at them and basically locked eyes with TM but he didn’t talk to me during break or after class. I think we’re both just waiting for the other one to break and I’m the one that usually breaks but I have nothing to say to him this time. It’s just weird we haven’t spoken in a week and the most we’ve gone without speaking before has been like 5 days but whatever.

Xx

Chloe B.

Mo’ TM Drama

I had class with TM last night. He came in after I did and sat directly behind me but two rows back. Now if anyone is paying attention to us and AM is they’re all very confused that one day he’s throwing a hissy fit about me not sitting next to him and the next class sitting next to me and last night sitting all the way behind me. Additionally, he reactivated his facebook after he told me he was talking to his ex gain and that was the end of our conversation – this was Tuesday morning. Either before class last night or during he decided to block me on facebook which makes absolutely no sense. I didn’t talk to him during class, I didn’t talk to him during break, or after class. In fact we barely looked at each other and he stormed out of there right after class. So I’m not sure if he blocked me because he got pissed that I didn’t speak to him or what. MD says he probably blocked me in case I messaged him and maybe he gave his ex his password or something and he’s scared she’ll see since “he’s trying not to eff up this time” and is convinced he did something wrong. Marc (yes AD’s Marc) said blocking someone that you’ll never see again makes sense, blocking someone that you’re guaranteed to see twice a week till the end of summer and every day for the next school year is stupid. He said what difference does it make blocking the person if they’re going to be staring you in the face in 3 days. And according to him at least I got a reaction but it’s not the reaction I wanted! I looked really hot and people kept complementing me and JC kept staring at my boobs and she’s a straight female! Wouldn’t that make you want to talk to me?

PS I don’t think I even like him anymore now it’s just become a competition/ an ego thing.

PPS In class our professor went on a ramble about how you don’t have to be friends with everyone and you can just say no…I wanted to turn around and tell him see even our professor says I don’t have to be friends with you!

Xx

Chloe B.

Return of the EX

 

For the last week or so TM has been having law school life crises. He doesn’t know if he wants to switch from part time to full time, he doesn’t know when the homework is due, he needs an outline, he’s not happy with his grades blah blah blah. Guess who he calls regarding all of this? Moi. Why? I don’t know and I wish he’d stop. See females call their friends and whine about this but men don’t and we’re just friends so why do I have to deal with your shit?

I sent him like a hot picture of me Saturday morning because I was drunk and I looked hot. He didn’t say anything but still called me Sunday night about this bullshit and sat next to me in class last night. The entire class he was texting someone and I know he slept with someone on Memorial Day Weekend and I made some comment about who do you keep texting and he just avoided the question. So this morning I decided to ask him to hang out this weekend and this followed:

Me: What are you up to this weekend?

TM: I’m not sure yet. Its Tuesday

Me: Wanna do something sundayish?

TM: Uhhh I dunno

TM: That’s probably not a good idea

Me: Lol why not?

TM: Well for one thing I’m talking to my x again and I’m trying not to F things up too bad this time around I told you I just wanted to be friends

Me: Yeah and I asked you to hang out as friends

TM: Lol cmon. I’m not that slow

Me: Seriously, I wanted to go to the beach but hey if you’re not allowed to be friends with me that’s cool

TM: I’m allowed to be friends but I know that you have alternative motives… You know you want to be more then friends. Get serious

Me: Wow first of all get over yourself, second of all have fun with “what’s wrong”

TM: Ok, and ok

A)     No he’s not allowed to be friends with girls because when he started law school and he was still with his ex she harassed his life about him speaking to other females at school.

B)      The what’s wrong reference is to her harassing his life about what was wrong every day because she thought something was wrong.

C)      If you’re talking to your ex again why are you talking about me shaking my ass and calling and sitting next to me when you know I have alternative motives?

It’s actually funny because he deactivated his facebook last night which was weird and when I asked him about it he gave some bullshit excuse. He also kept writing notes to me in class instead of just going on gchat or something and I made a comment for him just to go on gchat. Now it all makes sense –his ex was one of those girls that commented on all of his piks saying stuff like “oh I’d hit that…oh wait I did” “this guys gf must be a lucky girl” and all that other shit. Like we get it you’re his gf, you can stop now. And since we were sitting right next to each other I’m sure she’d gchat him if he went on and I’d be able to see. Oh and the reason he didn’t want to date me anymore was because I got upset that he didn’t call me when he said he would and reminded him of his crazy ex-gf, you know the one he’s getting back with now.

This would be a hilarious shit show to watch because he’s at work all day and class all night and she doesn’t live by him anymore (they used to live together) so the only time they’ll even see each other is during the weekend whereas he’s guaranteed to see me twice a week, every week. On top of this, the reason they broke up had a lot to do with him being stressed from law school and his schedule is even more intense next year. I think I’ll just get my revenge by getting an A in the class, throwing off the curve, and having him get a shitty grade and just be depressed. Damn it wish I hadn’t sent him that outline already.

PS AM made some comment about TM being bi-polar because he might still be talking to his ex and I said no way. Ha denial.

Xx

Chloe B.

TM dramz

After reading the conversation it’s actually not that interesting, really inappropriate, and kind of lame but whatever here you go AD. The beginning was in class via facebook messages because we’re not facebook friends so I had to constantly refresh my page like we were in the 1800′s or something…tres annoying.

 

TM: Miss hot shit is too cool to sit next to me

Me: ha I was going to but I was late and you decided to sit as far away as possible

TM: or right smack in the middle of the room? That works too

 

TM: You’re so gay with your highlighting on your computer

 

Me: That’s where I always sit…don’t be jealous of my high lighting maybe I’ll teach you how to do it one day and you can be cool too

 

TM: When I need YOU to teach me what cool is I’ll have a tag on my toe

 

–I was talking to the girl next to me during class break, she’s reallyyy tan

TM: Tell her she needs to take it easy on the tanning unless she is trying to switch races

Me: so when you wake up in the morning what kind of asshole pills do you take?

TM: It’s fact. I just say what is on everyone’s mind. You know you were thinking it too.

Me: Actually we’ve asked her before and she says she doesnt go tanning so there ya go

TM: Haha and I don’t shoot huge loads. Right. Your name is ****? I didn’t know there was an S on there, how do you pronounce that

Me: you dont pronounce the s

TM: Way to dodge the previous comment. I goes it goes without speaking that its understood

Me: ha what was I supposed to say?

TM:  acknowledge that it was funny and remember that you almost had to wear an eyepatch for a day

Me: so inappropriate

TM: There is no such thing as inappropriate just a different between awesome, and not awesome…that was awesome

Me: is our proffs rant on philosophy rubbing off on you?

TM: please, philosophy is overrated. You know what I believe in?

Me: bullets?

TM: correct, nice supply of ammunition. I ordered my rifle by the way http://www.smith-wesson.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/Product4_750001_750051_765711_-1_757785_757784_757784_ProductDisplayErrorView_Y Attachment Unavailable. The privacy settings on this attachment do not allow you to view it.

Me: lol when does it arrive?

Me: I cant view it

Me: becuase of your privacy settings

Me: cus you felt like defriending me

TM: http://www.smith-wesson.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/Product4_750001_750051_765711_-1_757785_757784_757784_ProductDisplayErrorView_Y

Me: Is a gun going to show up?

TM:  i felt like defriending you because you felt like being a certifiably insane psycho punta

Me: oh weird, I thought it was just cus you were a bi-polar asshole no?

TM: no, you were a nutbag

TM: probably dancing around in ur mammas panties

TM: rubbing yourself in penut butter

TM: oooh

Me: huh?

TM: exactly

TM: EXACTLY

TM: the prosecution rests

Me: I thought you stopped sniffing high lighters, I was wrong.

Me: hahaha replevin

TM: i just said it under my breath

TM: i’m a replivin fuckin EXPERT

TM: and I knew ejectment too

TM: i should just start calling shit out

TM: cause i’m awesome

Me: tone it down about 5 notches psycho

TM: pot calling the kettle black much?

Me: I have no idea what you could possibly be referring to *hair flip, walks away*

TM: lol ok

TM: Flip that shit all you want

TM: At least I’ll be able to watch you shake your ass as you walk away

TM: btw

TM: did you actually tell her what I said

Me: inappropriate!!!

TM: because she just gave me a death look

Me: no

Me: shes pointing out a hot guy to me

Me: but I cant see him

TM: oh me?

TM: i know where I am

TM: thanks

Me: nope not you, we are scoping out the class…you’re not on the list sorry bro

TM: haha right

TM: I am the list

Me: nope so far only 3 candidates

TM: enjoy

–Shit show after class happened

TM:  I’m very selective with this word but u were just a fuckin CUNT. I was waiting for you to walk out with you ya douche bag and u give me a look to go f myself

Me: Sorry I was just surprised/confused that you were waiting for me. That was my confused look not my go f yourself look

TM: Then acting cool in front of ur friend telling me “find my own outline” when u told me before we could share it.. I mean cmon gimme a fuckin break

Me: Yeah after you decided to act cool and walk away from me. And you act like I’m not even there when you’re with your friends and I don’t say anything so relax

TM: Nah. Go screw

Me: Ok keep acting like my psycho gf then. Later.

 

– Then I called him…twice

Me: Pick up the phoneee

TM: I’m driving
TM: Ill call you later

Me: K

 

–He called me back and we “made up”

Me: You looked good btw

TM: Oh I thought I wasn’t even top 3 in the class???

Me: Learn how to take a compliment jeez

TM: That’s what u saiiid

Me: Yeah you’re #4, get over it

TM: No shot

Me: Ok you can be #3, spots 1 and 2 are solid sorry

TM: Still think ur lying

Me: #1 is the guy all the way in the back that Amanda pointed out, #2 is the guy in my row oOoOoOo

TM: K

Me: Way to not return the compliment

TM: Oh ok ill return the compliment. You looked good but there were girls in class I would rather bang over you

Me: No there weren’t

TM: Yea. 2 of them. Sorry ur #3

Me: Lol k whatever

TM: Exactly

 

Gone for a minute…

Sorry it’s been so long I just didn’t have time or didn’t feel like it…I felt that laying on the couch watching tv was more productive. So lets catch up shall we..

Love life:

TM and I are no more…we’re both bi-polar and psychotic and decided to treat each other like shit. I think it ended sometime in mid April. He was really adamant about us staying friends. Our friendship has also been on and off. I told him to stop messaging me so I could get over it so he stopped for 3 days then decided to fb chat me because he was “bored”. Out of his 1,000 fb friends he decided to message the person who told him not to message her – wtf. Then I told him again so he decided to defriend me so I decided to message him and then he called me crazy. Then 2 days later we made up and yesterday he decided to freak out over school and guess who he calls? Me! When I freak out about stuff guess who I call? Not him! We also had the 1^st day of class together last night and I was a little late walking in so I just sat in the front and 5 seconds later he messages me “miss hot shit is too cool to sit next to me” and then continued to message me during the entire class, hang out with me during break, and then wait for me after class. I gave him a look like what are you doing, then he got all pissed off and left. Then before really leaving he came by and I went kind of full bitch mode on him because AM was there and 30 seconds later he sends me a text being all girly and whining about why I was such a bitch and then I called him and we made up. Can you say dysfunctional?

Speaking of dysfunctional this other French guy who I used to flirt with but haven’t spoken to in months (the photographer guy) decided to message me today and tell me his grandfather died and how he’s all depressed and now he’s going outside to take photographs for me. Uhm do I have a sign on my head saying call me when in crisis?

SC and I are also done. He’s too suicidal for my taste, he told  me he had tried to kill himself again a few months ago and every time I hung out with him it made me think of TM sooo needed to get away from that.

I met a French guy at Lavo Friday night. I haven’t been around French men in a long time so I had forgotten how they’re in love and calling you baby within 10 minutes. The irony here is that he facebook friended me and I look on his wall and first thing I see is a wall post from Rudy. Rudy is SD’s friend who was there on Halloween at Lavo when I made an ass out of myself and who I ran into in Paris only to be reminded of what an ass I made out of myself. So lets see how long it takes for the other shoe to drop here.

School:

School is fine. I got my grades back for this semester. I updated my transcript and basically my 1^st semester cumulative gpa was a 2.1 and every semester since it’s been a 3.5. Typically Chloe needs to f up in the beginning in order to get her shit together.

Work:

I’m back at the law firm I used to work at for the summer. It’s fine, they’re actually giving me legal work. Well SJG is giving me his legal work and I’m just doing it haha. My brother started working here also, he’s like the next AD I think. I walk by and everyone else is on the internet and he’s actually working and the only times he stops is when he comes by my desk to chat with me. So basically AD 2.0.

Other stuff:

I’ve just been working and going out. I’m happy and carefree…I know that sounds really cliché but that’s the truth. Like I’m not stressed out about school or boys or money right now, I’m just having fun and it’s awesome!

Went to see Giselle at the American Ballet Theater Friday night with my parents and my brother. It was really great…it took me a while to get into it in the beginning but once I did it was great. I especially loved the second act, the costumes were more my taste. The American Ballet Theater dancers were also terrific, they were actually much better than the NYC Ballet dancers who are also spectacular. I don’t know if I blogged about this before but I also saw Swan Lake a few months ago performed by the NYC Ballet and loved that too. I can’t decide which one was my favorite. My mom cried at both, she’s so dramatic…I wonder where I get it from.

Went to see the McQueen Savage Beauty Exhibit at the MET with L and MVP a few weeks ago. It was probably the best exhibit I’ve ever seen. Beautiful clothes and the lighting, placement, and ambience were all perfect. I’ll write another post about this and put up pictures I took even though you’re not allowed to. I’m going again with my mom before it closes.

Went to see L’amour Fou with L about 2 weeks ago. It’s a documentary about YSL. L loved it, me not so much. It was kind of boring and not really focusing on the clothes…I actually liked the Valentino documentary better even though he’s super gaudy sometimes. I don’t know I guess it depends on your own personal style. L likes old fashioned and toned down and hates the new stuff. I personally play both sides of the field but I think I really love color and fashion that resembles art…YSL’s documentary didn’t really have much of that but then again neither did his brand.

I can’t really think of anything else that’s happened so I’ll write more when it does.

Xx

Chloe B.

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